haih, tak tenang lagi aku

and today at 5.45pm, i left office and troubled myself scrumming into the train with thousands of people coming back from work, to reach KLCC and met sue..

she supposed to finish her work at 6.30pm but you know,

media assignment needed her to let me waiting for an hour without specific thing to do.. shussssh....

but it's ok since i said yes to her offer for dinner treat.. hihihihi.. makan free yay!!

hahaha... it was just a old friend-dinner treat because i promised her that i will write a letter to Lim Kok Wing University for her External Language Class.. hue..

sue,. i salute you for the effort you've shown...

cayalah...

talking about the moment i waited for sue...

haih... i thought the 1 hour solo-outing at KLCC would ease the office-stress but things went terribly wrong. why?

at 630pm, the Petron-ass people came back home and they were all scattered around KLCC wearing their corporate shirt which obviously embroidered with PETRONAS CARIGALI and that made my heart broken into millions pieces...

it was not i envied them or whatever, but..

i feel so down every-time i see the PETRONAS

or CARIGALI people.. haish....

they were all successful in their studies and now.. there they are..

i always blame myself for the mistake i've done especially when i think about my academic performance.. huh.. im not as good, and shrewd as them, and i know that..

but i've given my very best shot.. but still..

arghhhhh.....

"a cup of iced coffee to unwind my gray matter"

success requires brains as well as brawn