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and again.. it's a sensational feeling when i talk about lasses.. it has never ended beautifully and i don't have any particular idea why.. oh why..
so, for the first time ever in my life to blog about ladies i've known so far.. and i shall start with the first beautiful lady i knew when i was form 3...

HALT!!!

my heart orders my brain to jot something about someone first..
because she is sooooooo freaking ass, ironically her ass is BIG (not proportionate to her body)
her name: balqis

how did i know her?
through my pet sister... akak rini muchuk2...

physical appearane?
to be sincere, she is pretty and even my friends were captivated by her beauty.. (but some disagreed because of the thick make-up she puts on her face)

what were so wrong about her?
she knows she is beautiful., and with the beauty she has, she believes love can be found just like that 'snappp'...

why?
1- oh my god, there was a moment where i had to call the relationship off since i couldn't bear the pressure of how she was being approached by the myvians fella.. classmates la.. ex-s la... excluded the passers-by..
and untill this moment, i still dont know whether it was just a mere confession or a sign saying
'heloo! so many jerks want me.. you better watch out, i might be leaving u if u fucked-up!'

2-shopaholicsm.. the hell, i dont know how to spell it..
..girls are always shoppers and i don't give a damn... but, if u spend thousands a month like working people, and it is a damn for me... girls might say.,
'i dont care if u are not at that par to spend me, just tail and watch..'
fuck that!
what would i be then?. broke to the ass man...

3-kantoism.. hahaha.. so many times.. i could not recall the number of times she sms-kantoi with me..

4- she left me, she came back and .......gone!
among the last sms i received from her was like this
"setiap kali saya bersama awak, saya cuba jadi yang terbaik"
fuck you... again...
when you were not with me.. the most devilish you were..

to be continued